There are so many happenings on JU now that I feel totally out of the loop. I don’t spend as much time as I used to because of the demands of my life, but I’m still here fairly frequently and I thought I knew most of what’s going on.
Let’s see, Simon and Whip or gone, so’s Furry Canary, and now Marcie Helen? Am I right? Well, I dunno, that’s my count so far anyway.
And some of the regulars are still here, I think, some I don’t see in my neck of the woods anymore. But life goes on and so does JU.
Changes are often difficult for most people and we all handle it differently. Some better than others.
I sometimes wonder if I seem too impersonal because I don’t get totally immersed in the dramas that unfold. I do get involved enough to have my say. But I don’t go off cocked saying my peace and so I wonder if I’m just too out of touch, seemed unimportant, or just disconnected?
I still enjoy reading the bloggers whose blogs I frequent. I try to stay in the loop so to speak but I feel lost somehow. Either I’ve lost touch with what they write about or they’ve lost touch with what I’m talking about. Somehow, I feel like I’ve been putting my foot in my mouth lately. I’ve gone missing for a day or so and come back to even more drama, and in the meantime, there I go blogging about my life, which is important to only me, I know, while there is so much more going on, a lot more than I know for that matter.
There are hints to stuff being said or written about that I’m clueless to. Ah well, I just get the feeling as if I’m playing in a minefield and wonder if it’s still safe to come and play.
Well, I dunno, I’ve still got a lot to share about my life, and a lot I have yet to dismantle and put together, writing for me is a therapy and a way of sorting things out. And man do I have a lot to say. Yet I know I have not been blogging as much, I’ve been reading a lot yes, connecting to other’s through their writings, yes. But it’s not that I don’t have anything to say about me, I just wonder if it’s worth doing so anymore?
Well truthfully it is because I’m doing it for me anyway. Well, this is what I get for wearing the wrong clothes today, too much introspection!
Well, anyways, I’ll tentatively put my big toe out to feel the waters around here. It’s been cooler than usual; hopefully it will get warm again.