Sometimes I think about those people who
Like to take things that make them high
Perchance to forget?
Do they have the right idea?
Perhaps they have it lucky?
Cause there are times when I feel the same…yes me…
the forward thinker, the calmer…the optimist……
There are times when I wonder what’s the use
Life just pulls at you sometimes and you wonder why….
Is this all there is?
What the fuck?!
Life throws you a curve ball and it seems to be going around
In circles…
Around and around and around
So getting high doesn’t seem to be too bad at all
But….… that’s not for me
I’ve seen a lot in my ‘hanging out’ days
I chose not to do as others did
The past that some wish to forget….
Never will I ever….the hard core stuff is not for me…
So I get lost in my prose, my music, my world…..
Of passion….perhaps a drink or two to soothe
The savage beast within…..
When I feel lost
I drift like any other
Forgetting that there is something, someone
Who can make me feel at peace again…
Who will turn my world right side up so it’s not so crazy…..
Not so crazy
I think, I pray, I’m at peace
And so I wait
I wait
In faith
Prayerfully giving it all to HIM
He’s my high, my mountain
My calm
I let go and let him
And soon the road is clear again
I’m me again…
As I’ve always been
Oh that beast within
Just got side-tracked a bit
Forever Serenity