Whining blog so if you don't like those sort of things, don't read this. And dont' tell me not to whine - I'm in a whining mood!
I'm feeling totally meloncholy today, deeply so.
My son's been ill since Friday. I had to pick him up early from school last week.
He caught a cold which brought on his asthma and that's all it takes for him to have an episode. {and all because we had a badass cold front last week}
I'm drained and I'm tired. Between coaxing him to 'feed his cold' cause he drops weight like that, when he's sick and keeping him comfortable, I'm drained mentally more than physically!
I'm missing my parents, I'm missing my siblings and I'm just in a whiny mood. I love Christmas, but times like these I don't.
Some plans I had are falling apart, so even more whining!
I'm sitting at my desk, did some crucial stuff but can't seem to function to do anything else. People around me ask if I'm ok, cause I'm not my usually self. Yeah, I'm the type when I have loads on my mind, I get really introverted and intense. More whining!
I guess if I could really have one Christmas wish it woud be for my son to be free of Asthma for the rest of his life. Thank heavens he doesn't get as sick as often as when we lived up North. I was a basket case then!
Can you tell I get helpless when I'm at a loss? I do, totally.
But this is me. I go off into my mental state, and I either weep or whine and then I get back to my old self again.
Thank heavens for writing my thoughts down or I would be swimming at my desk. And thank God most of the folks are out today. Less people to tell how I feel and what's going on. They like to ask and I just give two words, "my son is ill" ok more than two. And then I add, I'm going home early. No one wants to be around me when I mope. I'm a wet blanket! more whining!
Yeah, hopefully he'll not need to get a steriod shot and will be back on the mend.
Hopefully everything else will fall into place, prayerfully so.