My life in the fast lane!
Wait, should that be..Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am? Either way works I guess! That's how I'm feeling lately with everything I do - most of the time! I'm not complaining, just wanted to let some of you know I'm still here, just rather busy with life at the moment!
Sometimes I log on and I make two or three responses, which is all I have time for and I'm off again! I feel like such a user!lol! Hey, that clicked somehow! But seriously, I can't even get the chance to do a proper read and catch up with what's going on with some of you these days. I see all those fantastic titles and I have no time to read the stories behind them....I feel cheated!
I've been covering for a few people who are MIA at work, wedding, illnesses, vacation, new projects dumped on my lap, they come in tornado-phases...but I'm almost done with my part of it and will be able to slow down a bit...again, not complaining, I actually love it when I'm clogged with work like that, I love the energy and the flow of being busy!
Home is a riot of activities and in-activities and trying to keep my brood (says the mom with only three!) in order; my oldest will be moving out, probably this weekend for all I know. That's still such a trying time I have no words to describe! I get overwhelm with self recriminations and wonder what has become of me! I know I shouldn't but I do because that's what moms do I guess. And through it all, with just trying to make everything work for them and for me....it's hard trying not to lose focus. There are moments of selfishness when I want to surge ahead and go about my business without a care in the world, but I have to be here for them and I put aside my own needs so that I can.
I live my life with no regrets really, well....sometimes a regret or two! But owning them, I'm learning and learning, and moving on....sometimes easier said than done.
My schedule is topsy turvy at the moment so when I do appear, it's not that I don't care, I just have a moment or two to spear. Thanks for hanging in there with me, leaving your comments and waiting patiently! It's good to know you're there when I need an ear!
Now it's off to bed, it's 2:21am and I've got to be up in three hours! Sleep tight JU!