I'm in one of those moods where I just don't want to see or talk to anyone. Where I just want to go bed, wrap with the covers from head to toe and sleep, until I get tired of sleeping. Unfortunately, I don't have that luxury. My kids won't let me, neither will my better half. When I'm like this I try to stay away from everyone but unfortunately, people always come and seek me out and they don't take a hint and notice that I'm just not in the mood for silly chit-chat or anything else. Like at work for example, where I am now and wish I could have taken the day off. My co-worker comes around, usually I tolerate the questions and comments. Sometimes the questions are a little too personal (don't get me wrong I'm a "people-person") but this one is the type that wants to know everything that's going on in your life - in detail. Especially now since the recent loss of my mom. It's like I have to give a narrative of what's happening with me, the kids, family stuff. I'm all for conversation but there are just certain things one should keep to themselves, especially if you are not talking to your psychiatrist! Anyway, I got up and excused myself cause really, I'm just not in the mood and all I want to do is cry. I guess some people would say, maybe you are depress and should seek help. Duh! I might be a little depress but not to the point where I have to go get my head examine. You're allowed to have this feeling once in a while, right? But then again maybe I'm in denial. You ever get one of those days when you just don't want to put up with the usual bullshit and you just don't want to be bothered? Where it seems like everything is just not going the way you want them? And you want to act like a kid and have a tantrum? My two and half year old is going through her tantrum stage right now. I might just join her if she pulls one on me today. I know I'm going to be alright. I'm just in one of those moody moods and I'm beginning to repeat myself. I'll just shut up now and go read other people's blog to see if there's anything else of interest in JU land. Thank God for this forum. People might think I'm crazy if I start to talk to myself, at least I can write!